I guess I gotta explain this…

See my Nazi hatred is karmic…. there is no other logical explanation. There is no chance for me to ever form a good opinion of them… I knew about the Holocaust since I was 8… when I was 12 I thought that I might one day follow the footsteps of Simon Wiesenthal and be a Nazi hunter…. of course at that age, I kinda did not think that the fact that I am a girl would be an issue… it was the age of feminism and all humans are allegedly equal…

My grandmother had an odd tattoo on her forearm, serial numbers like many Holocaust survivors but she was never in a concentration camp because she was never in Europe…I do not know why she even had them…I guess it has to be karmic…Of course there were many things about her life that was a mystery so who knows…and she never told anyone the story behind it.. like she never told anyone that she had 6 kids….I found it out by accident…. we only know that she had 3 surviving sons….

I mean, when I was a kid…. even the Scooby Doo cartoons had them as bad guys….also I watched Captain America cartoons and of course, his enemy was the Red Skull..

by the time I was 20, it was like the Chechen hatred of Russians… it was in my bones… when I went to Germany in my 20s… I stayed with a German Journalist…and I remembered one evening…I bumped into some neo Nazis in a small village… when they spotted me,they chased after me and i only escaped by diving into her car, she had the  sense to drive off quickly…I did not want to be a corpse at 20+ dumped into an empty chemical vat in an abandoned factory…..that area of Germany had many abandoned factories…cos the economy at that time was horrible and many factories shut down.

Why I attracted Nazi attention? Well, I have dark hair  that is very curly…also the village had very few out-of-town visitors…. I put it down to rural parochialism…

When I was 30 I got into paganism and alternative spirituality… and discovered through occult techniques that I was reincarnated many times as a jewish woman…well.. that sort of explains quite a lot…..

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